Please know there are much better things in life than being lonely or liked or bitter or mean or self-conscious.
We are all full of shit.
Go love someone just because, I know your heart may be badly bruised, or even the victim of numerous knifings, but it will always heal, even if you don’t want it to; it keeps going.
There are the most fantastic, beautiful things and people out there, I promise.
It is up to you to find them.
People will always leave.
Georges De Saint Mars at Neil Barrett backstage S/S 2015
Banana Yoshimoto, The Lake
But I have my life, I’m living it. It’s twisted, exhausting, uncertain, and full of guilt, but nonetheless, there’s something there.
Kat George, Sometimes When It’s Raining
Sometimes, when it’s raining, I think about you. I think about you all the way over there, with all that ocean and all those years between us. I think about if you’re doing well, what your bedroom looks like, if you enjoy your job. I think about the times when there wasn’t any ocean between us and my time was your time. I think about when I knew the answers about you, because they were my answers as much as they were yours. Sometimes, when it’s raining, I wonder if it’s raining where you are too.
MY FIRST HANGOVER BY M.D.L
I wish I could drown myself
in whiskey bottles,
maybe I’ll find you at the bottom.
But I hate the taste of alcohol
and I am too much of a light weight
to handle more than a couple of shots.
Yet, here I sit on the kitchen floor
still searching for you,
A Story A Day #187 by M.D.L
I will never
be able to
look at another person
in their eyes
when all I see
in other people